Silent but deadly

He is angry. We blame each other. Our emotions obliterate all reasonable thoughts and actions. I am ridden with guilt and continually remind myself why I have chosen to leave this relationship. The silence is the boldest reminder, for I lived with over ten years of silence.

Why is communication so difficult? Is it hard for everyone to express their hurt and anger? Well, I guess it's not so much expressing it as it is receiving it. It hurts to know I caused anger and hurt. But to ignore it. To get angry because your life partner feels angry. It's all so complicated. It's all so bloody confusing. It hurts. I'm angry.